My thoughts

5/12/26, 4:27 PM

I hate myself
I have no friends
Nobody treats me like a female
Everyone ignores me
I get ghosted by everyone
I’m almost homeless
I hate my build
I hate my body
I’m useless
Nobody cares about me
I’m ugly
I hate my face
I hate that I over think
Everyone around me hates me
I’m annoying
I hate my voice
I’m not good enough

5/12/26, 5:45 PM

I’m always stuck in silence
I hate silence

5/14/26, 4:16 PM

I don’t matter
Nobody cares about me
I hate myself anyway

5/14/26, 4:23 PM

Nobody at work cares about me
I have no friends

5/14/26, 4:34 PM

I hate myself

5/14/26, 4:43 PM

I lack motivation to continue.
I don’t have anything left to live for.
I can’t get another job.
I am broke.
I feel like nobody cares about me.
I’m tired of my life.

5/14/26, 4:50 PM

To all my ticket support I’m sorry for being such a burden.
I’m sorry.

5/14/26, 5:04 PM

If I’m still depressed by the 22nd I don’t know what I’ll do.

5/15/26, 2:32 PM

I’m useless
No one cares
I don’t belong
I’m trying so hard to be happy
I hate myself
I’m such a burden to everyone
I’m so annoying
Everyone would be better off without me
I am so pathetic

5/15/26, 2:41 PM

I’m so tired of pretending I’m okay
I ruin everything I touch
I feel guilty for just existing

5/16/26, 3:10 PM

I feel alone
I’ve sat in silence all day

5/18/26, 7:31 PM

I’m struggling to take care of myself properly.

12:14 PM

No one cares
I hate myself
I hate me
I’m ugly
I’m stupid
I don’t belong
I’m isolated from the world
Nobody even cares
I sit in silence for hours
I don’t belong here anymore
I belong nowhere
Everyone would be better off without me
I’m stupid
I hate myself
My face is so ugly
My body is so ugly
I will never be a real woman
I’m useless
I’m a waste of everyone’s time
I’m a waste of space
I’m so annoying
I will never be good enough
I’m such a burden to be around
I hate being alone
Nobody would even notice if I disappeared
I’m a horrible developer
I have 0 talent
I’m so tired of everything
I don’t want to continue living

12:26 PM

I hate myself
I don’t want to be alive anymore